05/07/2016
00:51
[listening to the favourites list in my you tube]
so dreams that occurred last night made me both anxious and jealous.... and so i thought "what the hell?! can't i get away from these things even in my sleep?!"
sure, it's not a nice thing to experience. but it's too easy to just hope that it won't come back, but fact of the matter is, it does come back. so continue with meditations and being strong and standing up against it to keep pushing forward.
and smile.
don't throw away what good stuff is going on around the place and acknowledge it a bit more to remember it all...
started working at belmore today - nice station, 2 station buildings, one at street level and another below street on platform itself.... clientele is 'interesting' to say the least lol but it is also school holidays, so there is that little bit of extra craziness lol - that, and i still haven't managed to have a shift where i'm able to successfully process the days takings in the accounting system without an error coming up lol
dion made me a beautiful lunch of a couple pork steaks with steamed veg..... dinner was a chicken veg noodle stir fry... i think bento boxes are happening for tomorrow's lunches :-)
dion came to give me a goodnight hug and i leant my head on his belly and as he started to scratch and pat my head, kahn came in for his share of scratches and pats lol he's a cheeky dog but i love him for it :-)
organised dinner with family on wednesday night, then remembered i was already going to catch up with alex for dinner, so she's coming along to dinner to meet them all and have a fun night with great people and great food :-) bit excited about that... she's a great girl and a fellow animal lover, so it will be a nice time i think
and it gives both dion and alex an opportunity to meet fellow fitbit competitors :-)
got to spend some time with owen starting to watch a movie on his online tv thing, netflix or stan or something like that (i dunno, i don't use em lol)
then got to watch Master play some elder scrolls - still leaves me in awe of how beautiful that game is!
it's been lovely having alpha stay with us too - he was very nice to comment how i was looking a bit buff from my gym work.... haven't been in a few days, just tired from the heap of activities during the last week but will get back into it later in the week - i've got a couple of 12 hour days lined up...
which reminds me i should find out about getting keys and the process for operating a punchbowl on wednesday morning......
i love living here, it is indeed wonderful. Master and dion are amazing people to me. owen is a sweetheart and looks after me too, and i like to try and look after/out for him too... and dan is a good hearted man and a great dad from what i see.
had a lovely call from todd today - called me on the station phone and asked if i had any trains today (without telling me who was calling).... i figured it was him quickly and just said yes but not stopping at his station lol i love todd. he's an awesome guy and banter with todd is great fun :-)
i could go on about all the other people i love in my family, but then i would run out of other things to blogger about on this new bloggy thing....
see if i can make it interesting and colourful too for a bit of fun for the eyes to see :-)
i'm gryphon and i'm a good guy. and i'm strong and sexy and have a great life which i also love too.
zzzzzzz......
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